Thursday, June 28

飞跃

时间会超越时空,一瞬间降落在你眼前。一天-就这样又过了一天... 今天和部门同时共用晚餐。好开心 :)

Tuesday, June 26

突然发觉,有时候等着等着时间就这样荒废掉了。 人-究竟有多少时间等待? 时间那么有限,使我觉得活着好累,好累。

Monday, June 25

劝着自己放下,只因为爱的人依然在身边。 只要都健康幸福的活着,那就是我的最大幸福。 突然间好怕幸福会消失。 希望外公没事... :'(

Wednesday, June 20

A letter to P1

Dearest P1, I thought I know you so well. But the moment you revealed yourself to me, I realized how foreign you are. I'm not sure if that was you that I saw. I didn't see clearly in fact. Perhaps I took a glance and I suffered a shock. So much that I couldn't continue in knowing you more.

 After Xue Ying told me more about you, I realized that it was all a mental failure. What I saw was what I thought you were. But at that moment, I felt too lost and too helpless. All i could do was tobstare at you, blankly. As much as I hated to, P1. I'll see you again. But it cannot be worse than the fact that I can only see you the semester after next.

 Lots of hates Yijing

 。。。。。。。。。。。

我一直笑着,大声的笑着,好潇洒的笑着。 其实我好想哭。

My first professional paper, perhaps the most straightforward paper. Just too demoralizing on the other P papers. Exam is finally over. But I don't feel good. Not at all. Just lousy. And I never felt this lousy.

Tuesday, June 19

Joke of the day

Me: "sari, help me go downstairs buy this ." (I passed her Mac coupon) Sari: "ok, no need money arh?" (I thought she was asking money from me to buy.) Me: "you still have some money with you right?" (money from my mum) Sari: "ya. This coupon got money?" (thinking to myself: discount = money) I replied: "ya" Sari happily went down thinking its free, so didn't bring cash with her. ... ... Imagine the reactions of the cashier and those in queue: Everyone stared at her like... ":O ?!?!?!?!!!!" Sari - too embarrassed, quickly ran home. Me - cannot stop laughing. Wuahahahaha!!

作弊

突然间在想,不知道在外国考试是否和这里一样?如果不同,该是时候认识新朋友了!

Monday, June 18

《生命 生命》

夜晚,我在灯下写稿,一只飞蛾不停地在我头顶上方飞来旋去,骚扰着我。趁它停在眼前小憩时,我一伸手捉住了它,我原想弄死它,但它鼓动双翅,极力挣扎,我感到一股生命的力量在我手中跃动,那样强烈!那样鲜明!这样一只小小的飞蛾,只要我的手指稍一用力,它就不能再动了,可是那双翅膀在我手中挣扎,那种生之欲望令我震惊,使我忍不住放了它!   我常常想,生命是什么呢?墙角的砖缝中掉进一粒香瓜子,隔了几天,竟然冒出了一截小瓜苗。那小小的种子里,包含了一种怎样的力量,竟使它可以冲破坚硬的外壳,在没有阳光、没有泥土的砖缝中,不屈地向上,茁壮生长,昂然挺立。它仅仅活了几天,但是,那一股足以擎天撼地的生命力,令我肃然起敬!   许多年前,有一次,我借来医生的听诊器,静听自己的心跳,那一声声沉稳而有规律的跳动,给我极大的震撼,这就是我的生命,单单属于我的。我可以好好地使用它,也可以白白糟蹋它;我可以使它度过一个有意义的人生,也可以任它荒废,庸碌一生。一切全在我一念之间,我必须对自己负责。   虽然肉体的生命短暂,生老病死也往往令人无法捉摸,但是,让有限的生命发挥出无限的价值,使我们活得更为光彩有力,却在于我们自己掌握。   从那一刻起,我应许自己,绝不辜负生命,绝不让它从我手中白白流失。不论未来的命运如何,遇福遇祸,或喜或忧,我都愿意为它奋斗,勇敢地活下去。 。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。 如果我的生命就剩下二十四小时,我会用我所剩下的生命把书看好。 我会...

两年半后,第一次有这种感觉。:'(

Sunday, June 17

"遇"

突然间想起他的"遇": "遇到你,爱上你就是一种幸福。" 其实我此刻又何尝不是? ^.^ 多希望快点考完试,只是考完后... 又是另一场噩梦。

Saturday, June 16

黑,白。

常常怀疑,究竟人心是黑或白。 真心也好,假意也罢。 到了这个时候再怎么挣纠也都已经没有意义了。 希望他们的良心好过些。 太烦了! 书/怎么就是看不进!

Friday, June 15

以前以后

把最初的回忆,深藏在心底的避风港。 跨越过去的杂念,往新的思绪前进。 放下之前的悲伤,开始新一段旅程。 让昨天停留在昨天,迈向前方的永恒。 给爱我的人与我爱的人最深切的祝福。 就在这一刻。 永别了,我的过去。

回忆

有时候回忆就像是一把锐刀。不知不觉中在最初的伤口再次滑上一遍。 使人措手不及,更加无力防抗。

Wednesday, June 13

原来...

原来,一直都在。迷失的是自己。 原来,错得离谱。才让人如此心寒。 :'(

Monday, June 11