Thursday, June 28
Tuesday, June 26
Monday, June 25
Wednesday, June 20
A letter to P1
Dearest P1,
I thought I know you so well. But the moment you revealed yourself to me, I realized how foreign you are. I'm not sure if that was you that I saw. I didn't see clearly in fact. Perhaps I took a glance and I suffered a shock. So much that I couldn't continue in knowing you more.
After Xue Ying told me more about you, I realized that it was all a mental failure. What I saw was what I thought you were. But at that moment, I felt too lost and too helpless. All i could do was tobstare at you, blankly. As much as I hated to, P1. I'll see you again. But it cannot be worse than the fact that I can only see you the semester after next.
Lots of hates Yijing
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我一直笑着,大声的笑着,好潇洒的笑着。 其实我好想哭。
My first professional paper, perhaps the most straightforward paper. Just too demoralizing on the other P papers. Exam is finally over. But I don't feel good. Not at all. Just lousy. And I never felt this lousy.
After Xue Ying told me more about you, I realized that it was all a mental failure. What I saw was what I thought you were. But at that moment, I felt too lost and too helpless. All i could do was tobstare at you, blankly. As much as I hated to, P1. I'll see you again. But it cannot be worse than the fact that I can only see you the semester after next.
Lots of hates Yijing
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我一直笑着,大声的笑着,好潇洒的笑着。 其实我好想哭。
My first professional paper, perhaps the most straightforward paper. Just too demoralizing on the other P papers. Exam is finally over. But I don't feel good. Not at all. Just lousy. And I never felt this lousy.
Tuesday, June 19
Joke of the day
Me: "sari, help me go downstairs buy this ."
(I passed her Mac coupon)
Sari: "ok, no need money arh?"
(I thought she was asking money from me to buy.)
Me: "you still have some money with you right?"
(money from my mum)
Sari: "ya. This coupon got money?"
(thinking to myself: discount = money)
I replied: "ya"
Sari happily went down thinking its free, so didn't bring cash with her.
... ...
Imagine the reactions of the cashier and those in queue:
Everyone stared at her like...
":O ?!?!?!?!!!!"
Sari - too embarrassed, quickly ran home.
Me - cannot stop laughing. Wuahahahaha!!
Monday, June 18
《生命 生命》
夜晚,我在灯下写稿,一只飞蛾不停地在我头顶上方飞来旋去,骚扰着我。趁它停在眼前小憩时,我一伸手捉住了它,我原想弄死它,但它鼓动双翅,极力挣扎,我感到一股生命的力量在我手中跃动,那样强烈!那样鲜明!这样一只小小的飞蛾,只要我的手指稍一用力,它就不能再动了,可是那双翅膀在我手中挣扎,那种生之欲望令我震惊,使我忍不住放了它!
我常常想,生命是什么呢?墙角的砖缝中掉进一粒香瓜子,隔了几天,竟然冒出了一截小瓜苗。那小小的种子里,包含了一种怎样的力量,竟使它可以冲破坚硬的外壳,在没有阳光、没有泥土的砖缝中,不屈地向上,茁壮生长,昂然挺立。它仅仅活了几天,但是,那一股足以擎天撼地的生命力,令我肃然起敬!
许多年前,有一次,我借来医生的听诊器,静听自己的心跳,那一声声沉稳而有规律的跳动,给我极大的震撼,这就是我的生命,单单属于我的。我可以好好地使用它,也可以白白糟蹋它;我可以使它度过一个有意义的人生,也可以任它荒废,庸碌一生。一切全在我一念之间,我必须对自己负责。
虽然肉体的生命短暂,生老病死也往往令人无法捉摸,但是,让有限的生命发挥出无限的价值,使我们活得更为光彩有力,却在于我们自己掌握。
从那一刻起,我应许自己,绝不辜负生命,绝不让它从我手中白白流失。不论未来的命运如何,遇福遇祸,或喜或忧,我都愿意为它奋斗,勇敢地活下去。
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如果我的生命就剩下二十四小时,我会用我所剩下的生命把书看好。
我会...
Sunday, June 17
Saturday, June 16
Friday, June 15
以前以后
把最初的回忆,深藏在心底的避风港。
跨越过去的杂念,往新的思绪前进。
放下之前的悲伤,开始新一段旅程。
让昨天停留在昨天,迈向前方的永恒。
给爱我的人与我爱的人最深切的祝福。
就在这一刻。
永别了,我的过去。
Wednesday, June 13
Monday, June 11
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