Mao Mao + Other Nonsense

Sigh... I saw the Mao Mao when I reached home. Haven't been seeing it for some days. Really miss him... (or her?) . Haiz.. I think Mao Mao must have just taken it's dinner. Cos it ignored me!! Sad. Next time no food for him (or her -_-") .

Hmm..... just kidding.

This is my dad's crazy "jie zuo" (just change sofa's cover. did this to not let my sis slp in living room, on the sofa):

Anyway, I just had my first interview today. Well, was as bad as the first group interview I had went through for the overseas student internship. I really hope I can get in. Don't really want to spend time for other interview. I would rather they just dump me in any nonsense company and fget done with it. If not still gotta memorise stuffs abt the company.. dress up.. and so on. Really tiring - and a waste of time.

Having MICE test tmr. haven't really study. Didn't really slp well last night - woke up more than 5 times. Kinda tired today - keeping falling asleep. Now i decided to jump out of my comfort zome and force myself to the living room. But then... ... actually the sofa isn't bad either. -_-"

Nvm. Whatever it is, I'll try not to slp tonight. There so many things to study. (I can't believe I still have the time to blog here.) I haven't do (and figure out) my Accounting tutorial. I can't believe this. Still have to stay back for ticketing lab class tmr right after accounting lecture. My class tmr thus starts from 9 to 6. + tuitioning for my cousin right I reach home and have my shower. Full day of tireness, and one sleepness night. Sad..

Argh!!!! So many things not done!!! AND WHY AM I STILL HERE????????

在伤口上洒盐...

从水深火热中把我救出来的人 ─ 亲自手把我推回火坑里。

那比不救我还来得残忍。

这次我发誓一定要自己爬起来…

伤得太深，是时候清醒了。

Crazy

I can't believe it. I actually thought that my PT2 is next week. haiz. serve me right. can't be bothered to check la.. assume, assume and assume. haha..

Anyway, other than this PT2, i have so many other deadlines coming up. haven't really gone shopping for CNY. and.. my com just died on me! haha.. haven't learn my lesson. haiz..

Anyway, thursday got STB interview! I'm very nervous. it's gonna be grp interview again. I had very bad experience in grp interview, and really have no confidence in "grabbing" that internship for SIP.

Will be having a test on Friday. Haven't even touch. Die. Die. Die. I dun even have the complete set of notes. Haven't done my accounting tutorial. la la la.... going crazy. haha.. how how how??? i really donnoe what to do le. now waiting for my uncle to rescue my com. I'm so luan so luan so luan. haha.. ok. should end my nonsense for today. Good nite!

Misses~

I miss my guiding life~ The fun, the sharing, the love.

Taps:
Thanks and praise,
For our days,
'Neath the sun, Neath the stars, 'Neath the sky,
As we go,
This we know,
God is nigh.

The Promise:
I promise to do my best,
to do my duty to God.
To serve my country and help other people,
and to keep the guides' law.

(Shall I sign up as a Young Adult?)

平静的机会

让我度过这关，我将重新确定幸福的定义。

好想珍惜生命；请让我死一次-就一次

好久没到海边散步了。今晚的海风特别冷，也特别残忍。为何不将我冻死?

可否有哪位好心人-在我此刻的生命添上一点鲜艳的色彩? 就要一把刀，往我心脏捅。我先谢谢你，你做了件好事。

我不在开玩笑。

Libra

Libra's sign is represented by the balance. How i wish I am able to use this balance - to balance and calculate everything in life...

I've finally deeply understood...

I thought this would be the best project ever. But i turns out to be TOTALLY opposite. It's really a matter of luck. We really did best out of this project. But "天不做美". We were taught a particular law in Festivals and Events Management - the Murphy's law. It states that: "Whatever can go wrong, will go wrong". Innitially, I only agree with it. But now, I strongly agree with it cos it happened to my project group on this day of project submission.

Everything that went wrong happened every minute. So much that I couldn't even state them out. But my conclusion is, everything relates to the motto of girl guides - Be prepared. Perhaps we wasn't prepared for this, and thus things turns out to be the least expected.Well, I'm sad. Really sad. I was really hoping that this would be my best project ever.

The good thing is, another proposal done. One less to worry. I'm feeling so lost now. Cos there're more things to come. 1.The coming up will be the presentation on monday. 2&3. And for this same subject, we have 2 more individual report to be handed up. 4. One MICE class test, 5. one ticketing & reservation test, 6. SSM project, 7. I haven't settle my SIP (resumesss and interviewsss), 8. MICE Exam, 9. Accounting Exam... I can't remember whether there are still any. but the list above is already fatal. I can't cry - no time. but i can't laugh either. I feel so much like a Zombie.

I miss my life. I miss my friends. I miss my grandma. I miss my cross-stitch. I miss my novels. I miss Kbox with Peiyu and Cheryl. I miss Keith. I miss the beach at night. So much things that I miss. I really do... :'(

This song that keep running thru my mind today - I believe (By Liu Ruo Ying)

http://www.tt78.com/player/222/41256.htm
I simply love the lyrics...歌曲：I Believe 歌手：刘若英
是三月底 的决定想自己 去旅行我们的爱 也许应该休息
I believe 我回来的时候 会更相爱你等著我 保证不会错
I believe 无论在哪里
I believe 隔几千公里
I believe 爱是让人幸福的真理
I believe 你会想著我
I believe 你也在难过
and I believe 爱如果足够
谁管它 隔著几个山头
I believe 爱你像著了火
我要你要你 不知所措
and I believe 有了你 有了我
以后 日子会快乐
有时候 我也疑惑
有时候 觉得难受
始终相信 我们的爱会更深厚
要答应啊 你也会在
尽心经营 这一份爱
等待我回来 会比从前更热爱
I believe 无论在哪里
I believe 隔几千公里
yes I believe 爱是让人幸福的真理
I believe 你会想著我
I believe 你也在难过
and I believe 爱要是不成熟
不会有 一辈子的温柔
I believe 我拥有自我
I believe 你爱我 这么做
and I believe 有了你 有了我
以后 日子会快乐
I believe 你会想著我
I believe 你一样难过
and I believe 爱如果足够
谁管它 隔著几个山头
I believe 我拥有自我
I believe 你爱我 这么做
and I believe 有了你 有了我
以后 日子会快乐

Unexpected

This semester's subjects seems to be little, yet heavy; no matter how much i've completed, it doesn't seems to reach an end. So much more things to be done, and not really started. Most urgent being - FEM project (I think).. or was it Ticketing test? MICE project interview (includes memorising 20pgs of report and 5 lecture notes)? What about MICE presentation? SSM project? SSM glossary test? Sending SIP resume??? Sigh.. That's all I can remember for the time being. I just have no idea where I should start...