Sunday, January 31

happy birthday to tony's mum~

Woke up at 10am this morning, after less than 5 hours of sleep? the feeling was horrendous! woke up.. wasted some time.. can't really remembered what i did.. and went on typing out my notes for F1. I almost died from the sneezing.. the feeling of "so hot yet so cold" couldn't be more irritating..


went over to tony's place at about 6pm, had dinner, cut cake, play with his niece..and came back. he droved me home, dropped me at the lobby. and SUDDENLY, i saw a pot of "mini orange" plant at the lobby. and i recalled of the incident last year. I was asking tony how come no one steals the orange from the plant. and I decided to find out the answer by plucking out an orange, and.... EAT IT!

haha... and I discovered why.. cos it was sour. real sour.. >.<

there goes another day. and will be going for doctor appointment tmr. plus JAB. sucks...

Saturday, January 30

happy birthday to christine~

just celebrated christine's birthday with her eating steamboat. the two ambitious persons took so much food that they couldn't even finish the first serving. just a word to describe how we were feeling - bloated. took a walk and we went to mac at bugis junction for a drink. we chatted until 3am, and decided that we should take a cab home.


she thanked me for accompanying her tonight. but instead, i felt more of her accompanying me. at least i can keep my tears away with her ard me. how fortunate. i didn't even lose my temper over the taxi driver who took 45mins to drive me home from bugis. =)

i'm feeling so tired, and down with sorethroat and flu. but i dun wish to sleep. simply couldn't bear to end this happy night. only if this could last a little longer..

Friday, January 29

'哭'成习惯了吗?

好可怕。自从中三至今 - 好久没这样了。心里闷闷的,好想哭,好难过。无论那天过得多快乐,始终摆脱不了这种感觉。身体似乎有一部分坏掉了。究竟是心脏吗?眼睛?还是大脑?

Tuesday, January 26

疯掉

昨晚好迟睡。5.30AM我就被一场恶梦下哭了,醒了。好累... 但我却又不能从哭泣中恢复过来。我好怕...

Wednesday, January 6

F1, F2, F3... + F4 ?????

It sounds like a good news upon hearing that the exams of the subjects that i'll be taking are MCQ based. Yet it bacame a dilemma when the lecturer told us the entire course structure. My initial plan was to complete this course within 2.5 yrs (hopefully..)



2010

1st sem: F1, F2, F3

2nd sem: F4, F5, F6

2011

1st sem: F7, F8, F9

2nd sem:P1, P2, P3

2012

1st sem: P4, P5, P6, P7 (choose 2)


* same colour indicates same subject at different levels


If I can push F4 to this sem (and pass all..), i'll be able to do F7 next sem, which makes more sense. if I skipped this subject (after F3 this sem) next sem, i may probably forget the foundation.


but the issue is.. if i only do F1 (tue class), F2 (wed class) and F3 (fri class), I'll be able to concentrate on these foundation subjects! Sigh.. and that the classes for F4 on thur is already full. And the only class i can sign up for is (fri night class), which means my friday schedule will become 2-6pm, 6.45-10.15pm. MADNESS!!


I hate to make such decisions.. neither here nor there. Looking at the amt of notes I have for only F2 and F3, i think both choices (take or not to take F4) are just as bad.


Tuesday, January 5

first day of school..

i know this title sounds weird.. cos it's like my 5th "first day of school" since kindergarten. well.. i was kinda excited before today. i don't know why. but the moment i stepped into the auditorium, the excitement faded. A new environment indeed, but nothing alien. I got this "lecture again" feeling. In another word it's simply... boring. and i can't stop yawning throughout the lesson.

4 hours of lesson, and the lecturer spent 2 hours introducing the school, the module, advancement, and himself.. and by the end of the 2 hours, i was almost done reading and understanding the lecture notes. I was listening initially.. but halfway through he was cracking too much lame jokes to the extent that it was getting onto my nerves. and i simply have to do sth to prevent myself from having the "ha ha ha.. very funny" thought. watever..

The end of the 4th hour indicates the freedom of my restlessness. Woohoo! but it wasn't too free afterall.. at least my arms aren't. i carried the 2cm thick textbook to school, which then the lecturer announced it as good news, saying tt we do not have to bring to for class. the problem is.. on top of that, i still have to carry the 3cm thick notes supplied by the lecturer home. And home meaning from campus to aljunied train station, standing all the way till pasir ris train station, buying dinner at whitesands and walking home!

A new module tmr.. now i wonder if i should bring the textbook to school. sigh.. okok.. just bring.. i pray hard for history not to repeat. oh god, please be kind to me!