I know...

Looking into my calendar, It's time to start on my P1 revision. Not mentioning that I have yet completed F8, I can't even clearly recall what I've memorized for the past 2 weeks. "I can do it," I need to reassure myself.

While trying rearrange my P1 notes, I couldn't help feeling discouraged. There's just too much - much more than F8. I can no longer reassure myself. There's no way I can do it.

I have a hard time juggling the extremes. There just ain't enough time for both - when both are of comparable importance (and how I wish one of them is not).

I have the modules planned. But it seems like the plan is too perfect to work out. When your plans are disrupted, as much as you hated it, what would you do? Please enlighten me.

潇洒有多潇洒；能多潇洒？

"继续不？大不了结束。
考不？大不了从考。"

...

潇洒-究竟有多潇洒，又能多潇洒。

常提醒自己：按部就班的，你一定行。
因此时间表总是满满的；
因此笔记寸不离身...

重的不是手上那笔记；
是心灵。
真的好累，好疲惫。

但愿沉重会随着泪水流失；
激励会随着黎明而启发。