what's on the tiny brain of mine..

1. I need another haircut.. my fringe!
2. I seriously don't wanna move house. I love Pasir Ris!
3. I need a holiday - with my friends. but who wants to go with me??
4. I'm thinking of taking a course.. for SPA.
5. How long more does it take to get my new name done.. I'm applying sim with my current name. it's so troublesome to get it change.
6. I need a part-time job.
7. I need to complete the cross-stitch so I can get a new one.
8. I donnoe.. what's next on the list?

Finally..

Poly is over.. finally.. Completed the suppaper yesterday and went to watch Marley & Me with Tony.. and that's the second time I'm watching it. the first time was with seokming, van and jacinth. it do sounds a little unbelieveable but that was our first outing since we first introduce ourselves to each other during year one orientation. Except jacinth. I know her only later in Tourism Academy in Sentosa during year two. We do talked, but we had our own clicks then. come to think of it, 3 years seems short, but there's so much which we have gone through. the tears, the argument...

Went too tony's place after the movie. went past the travel agency and picked up some brochures. I'm getting a little sick oof staying in this little boring island. I always wonder if someday, a gigantic monster will pick me up and dump me in an isolate island. perhaps that's when I know how to appreciate this petite Island. but now.. I really feel like escaping. I was looking at Keke yesterday during dinner, telling tony something ridiculous. I told him that I want to become Keke. She seems so satisfied with her life everyday. How good would it be if I'm in place of her.

I guess it's time for a change. I'm getting bored of myself. of my life. but before i can decide what i can do, I'm gonna spend my day watching huan zhu ge ge - for the 11th times.

一生的愿望

记得念小学时，教师常常问我们将来长大后有什么志愿。男同学都不约而同地说以后长大后要当警察。而女同学就说要当护士，当老师。我想了一阵子，怎么想也想不到自己的志愿是什么。后来教师接着问，有谁的志愿当个家庭主妇。我毫不犹豫的举了手。同学们不禁大笑了起来。看看周围才察觉到原来似乎只有我一个人有这个念头。

直到今天，对于自己的志愿─依然一片模糊。曾经想过当经理。但发现原来那么漂亮的名称背后是多么的艰苦。也许是我脑筋转得慢，这种工作根本就不适合我。要我对着那些密密麻麻的文件简直要我生不如死。

每个人对于幸福的定义不同。“争”对我来说是自私、是丑陋。有些人为了能比你好，会不顾一切陷你与不义。我理想中的幸福是种分享、是种美德。愿望与幸福；志愿与成功。其中，我选择了幸福。我不需要荣华富贵，不想忙碌大半辈子就为了那些虚伪的物质来装扮自己。而我一生的愿望─与世无争。