小时候在外婆家常常从广播中听到这曲旋律。那时候大约五六岁吧。那时候的我每当听到时都不禁感到害怕。怕得躲在房子的一个角落。它总给我一种好凄凉，好无助的感觉。
两个月前，我在HMV买了Kenny G 的一张专辑-Love Ballads 时偶然中又让我再次听见了它。那时候才发现曲子歌名叫 Theme from Dying Young。年幼时对这旋律的感觉依旧。不一样的是-我竟然深深地爱上了它…
http://bluebells88.multiply.com/music/item/112/Love_Ballads
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZB5e9Q5Isp0
Saturday, February 28
Thursday, February 26
When nothing goes well~
Well, exams again~ Yet it hads been very discouraging since the preparation for it. When nothing goes well~
1. I was study hard, revising, copying notes as usual. The first bad news (the least expected news) - I failed my coursework for Destination Planning, which means even if I score well for the main exam paper, I'll still fail overall. Which means, I can only take the subpaper; when she gave us so much tips for the main paper, and worst still, I'm more than 60% done for the revision.
2. I bought a new black file for my notes. cos there were too much notes. I went to Mac for dinner, and I left it there! with all my written notes for Club Mgt in it! I almost jumped out of the window. But I got it back.
3. Ear infection ~ so hard to concentrate. so painful and the medicine made it itch so much. Super irritating.
4. After Club main paper - I LOST THE DAMN BLACK FILE AGAIN! I left it in the examination classroom! and I went back it wasn't there already. And I have a next paper in 2.5 hrs time. cannot concentrate. The file contains not only my Club notes, but also Spa notes (having exam for that the next day, which is tomorrow)Ran around the school looking for help - for the bloody file. Finally my lecturer managed to get it back for my from the chef invigilator. And guess what? I left my wallet on top of that file without even me noticing it until my lecturer asked me whether that belongs to me as well.
5. Club paper was fine. At least I'm certain that I can pass. Cruise? No idea. I was reading through the paper during the ten minutes of reading time. When the invigilator said "start", I simply skipped qn 1,2,3 and started with 4. After which, I was just praying hard "pls let me secure another mark." ok. PLEASE. Just let me pass.. (by the way, I just recalled the word 'pilot'. I was doing the comparison part. and I couldn't recall. So I named him "the person who fly the plane". -_-" SIGH!)
6. Another paper tmr. Spa Management. Although it isn't the last paper, (cos of the desti subpaper in march), still.. good luck to me. I really really need it.
1. I was study hard, revising, copying notes as usual. The first bad news (the least expected news) - I failed my coursework for Destination Planning, which means even if I score well for the main exam paper, I'll still fail overall. Which means, I can only take the subpaper; when she gave us so much tips for the main paper, and worst still, I'm more than 60% done for the revision.
2. I bought a new black file for my notes. cos there were too much notes. I went to Mac for dinner, and I left it there! with all my written notes for Club Mgt in it! I almost jumped out of the window. But I got it back.
3. Ear infection ~ so hard to concentrate. so painful and the medicine made it itch so much. Super irritating.
4. After Club main paper - I LOST THE DAMN BLACK FILE AGAIN! I left it in the examination classroom! and I went back it wasn't there already. And I have a next paper in 2.5 hrs time. cannot concentrate. The file contains not only my Club notes, but also Spa notes (having exam for that the next day, which is tomorrow)Ran around the school looking for help - for the bloody file. Finally my lecturer managed to get it back for my from the chef invigilator. And guess what? I left my wallet on top of that file without even me noticing it until my lecturer asked me whether that belongs to me as well.
5. Club paper was fine. At least I'm certain that I can pass. Cruise? No idea. I was reading through the paper during the ten minutes of reading time. When the invigilator said "start", I simply skipped qn 1,2,3 and started with 4. After which, I was just praying hard "pls let me secure another mark." ok. PLEASE. Just let me pass.. (by the way, I just recalled the word 'pilot'. I was doing the comparison part. and I couldn't recall. So I named him "the person who fly the plane". -_-" SIGH!)
6. Another paper tmr. Spa Management. Although it isn't the last paper, (cos of the desti subpaper in march), still.. good luck to me. I really really need it.
Friday, February 6
The Career Fair Maze
Jacinth, Seokming, Vanessa and I went for the Career fair in school today. We were looking around but there wasn't much choices related to our course. The first booth we went to was Marina Bay Sands, and after having the application formed filled up, we continued to see what else is being offered. Unfortunately, that was the only one.
Frankly speaking, as compared to my 3 other friends, I have no idea where i'm heading to. I wish to continue pursuing my studies of cos, but not knowing where and what to study. As we headed towards to end, there were three booths which caught their attention - NUS SMU and NTU. Apprently it does not appeal to me because I simply knew that I would not be able to get in with my currently GPA.
Some questions went through my mind. Where does the problem lies? Was it that I did not strive hard enough? What exactly was wrong? I just couldn't figure out. But even if I did figure it out, it was already too late for any amendments. Now, I eould just like to answer this very last and difficult question before this semester ends. Where exactly am I heading to?
Frankly speaking, as compared to my 3 other friends, I have no idea where i'm heading to. I wish to continue pursuing my studies of cos, but not knowing where and what to study. As we headed towards to end, there were three booths which caught their attention - NUS SMU and NTU. Apprently it does not appeal to me because I simply knew that I would not be able to get in with my currently GPA.
Some questions went through my mind. Where does the problem lies? Was it that I did not strive hard enough? What exactly was wrong? I just couldn't figure out. But even if I did figure it out, it was already too late for any amendments. Now, I eould just like to answer this very last and difficult question before this semester ends. Where exactly am I heading to?
Wednesday, February 4
NAPFA has never been this great~
NAPFA has been a nuisance every since sec one, especially when I keep failing the same old station, and the amount of "trainings" the teacher would put us through irritates. Not mentioning 2.4km run which I had to take at least twice before I could actually pass due to asthma attacks.
Anyway, NAPFA today was simply great. It has need such a long time since this semester that I felt this relaxed. During the 4hrs, my mind was empty, so empty that stress was forgotten. And surprisingly I passed all my 5 stations! Regarding the 2.4km run, I have no strength to check how long I took. I had a bad headache after the run, and we need to wait for them to compile the results one by one in order to know how well/badly we did. My stomach was groaning!
NAPFA was enjoyable partly due to my friends. Jacinth, Peiyu and Valerie. It was such a regret that we wasn't in the same group with Peiyu and Valerie! Sad. But good enough. I'm already more than glad to complete this with them =D
Well, anyway, I went for dinner with Jacinth after that. We went for bubble tea before that. I had a great time chatting with her. It seems to be the first time we have chatted so much out of schoolwork. And glad to say that I've found another friend (a third friend) in poly of the same frequency. Seriously, its not easy. Especially now we're in the third year, last semester, last 23days in poly. Like what the auntie selling bubble tea said, it's fate. I'll definitely treasure it.
Sigh.. can't hide from it eventually. NAPFA has past, stress is back. Time to get back to spa tutorial. sob..
Anyway, NAPFA today was simply great. It has need such a long time since this semester that I felt this relaxed. During the 4hrs, my mind was empty, so empty that stress was forgotten. And surprisingly I passed all my 5 stations! Regarding the 2.4km run, I have no strength to check how long I took. I had a bad headache after the run, and we need to wait for them to compile the results one by one in order to know how well/badly we did. My stomach was groaning!
NAPFA was enjoyable partly due to my friends. Jacinth, Peiyu and Valerie. It was such a regret that we wasn't in the same group with Peiyu and Valerie! Sad. But good enough. I'm already more than glad to complete this with them =D
Well, anyway, I went for dinner with Jacinth after that. We went for bubble tea before that. I had a great time chatting with her. It seems to be the first time we have chatted so much out of schoolwork. And glad to say that I've found another friend (a third friend) in poly of the same frequency. Seriously, its not easy. Especially now we're in the third year, last semester, last 23days in poly. Like what the auntie selling bubble tea said, it's fate. I'll definitely treasure it.
Sigh.. can't hide from it eventually. NAPFA has past, stress is back. Time to get back to spa tutorial. sob..
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