It has been quite some time since I last blog. has been busy with SIP. Initial excitement died down, and being a CSO at the SVC is becoming a routine job. Not much changes, everything depends highly on individual's mood. Well, perhaps it's due to the fact that i'll be going to be at airport took away the excitement and eagerness to work. Longer working hours; and i hate it! Other than that, I don't have much complaints about SIP..
As for general, well, I quite hate myself recently. I donnoe why, but, it just happens to be so. I get very irritated easily. It had been so long since I felt this way - a feeling of rebellion. I really don't want to, but I couldn't help it; I couldn't explain.. Or.. perhaps I could?
Something is missing in my life. Somthing once gained, but lost. I have no idea what it is. But I have a strong feeling - it wouldn't be back - it's lost forever. What is it? A feeling? a belief? or myself? I really don't know..
