Better days?

Days have been getting better.. Work - for the past few weeks have been less hactic. and i have my ways to deal with the irritating, stupid and arrogant customers - to give them the least reaction; as if you can't be bothered, and to feed them with facts (we are only part-timers - so make ur way to the full-timers inside!).

Better days? not really. nth could be better having being tied down to sth which you aren't enjoying at all, without the least satisfaction. Customer service is fun. but it isn't true when most customers aproach you with anger, waiting for you to scream back at them so that they have an opportunity to make a complaint on you.

In order to provide myself with a good reason why I'm here to work, I'll have to count down to the additional amt of money I've earned each time when I at the clock on the screen. And the period when I feel a little energetic? - my breaks. hehe..

I had an innitial intention to work on tuesday to earn OT, but still yet to confirm. I'm already feeling kinda sick of working for 3days, and my next off day after next tuesday will only be saturday. should I..?

厌倦

不知不觉地以过了三个星期。这短短的时间里却令我厌倦了这种生活。我想这只是恶梦的开始。那个地方有如地狱。到那里去的都是混帐、是魔鬼。如果它们都以死了，我依然希望它们再多死几次！！

自从接了这份工，我突然好讨厌现在的自己 ─ 一生气的自己。我讨厌这样的环境。我不快乐-真的不快乐；但我不能哭-尤其在他人面前。

起初我真的没想过会是这样子过。过去在新加坡旅游局当CSO时让我爱上了这份工作。同样的名称，但环境与责任却截然不同 ─ 近乎天渊之别。同事其实不错，就是环境实在要人无法忍受。

明天（还有无数个明天）将又是漫长的一天。到底这场恶梦会延续多久，我又还得维持多久? 我简直快崩溃了！