伤

时间过得越久，你就会看得越清楚。就算看不见也能用心感受。一幕幕都会深深地铭刻于心，想放也放不下，想抹也抹不掉，想忘也忘不了。因为没法让自己失意-从此，它在心底成了死结。从此，‘恨’在心底造了四面墙。从此，一生中所渴望的只剩下逃离...

a horrible way to end the day.

long time since I've last blogged. I've been busy doing revision for my tax. And blogging is definitely the last thing I would do at such period where time is a limiting factor. I can't help it. I'm at the edge of breaking down - the nightmares prior to exams and those things that have been irritating me for the past month - esp for a house of 6 pple  (inc the maid) being increased to 9 today. i hate the idea. entirely. I simply hate the noise, the difficulty in moving ard the house and many other things which noone can ever understand except living with them. Perhaps it isn't right to feel this way. but I can't help it.

Many times I have been thinking, and hoping that I can remain a full time student, until I graduate from ACCA. I really wished to. But everyday, every moment I'm home - I just wished that I can be more independent - financially. Having that thought of still being dependent on my parents just makes me feel frustrated with myself. I'm simply stuck with this scenario, and there's nth I could do. I promise myself - that I do whatever I can. to leave this place - asap. Because this is really tearing me apart.