Getting across, moving on...

As things fall apart, so does your heart. But somehow, they'll be back into places before you realise it. While some may feel this way, I never feel that my family (therefore me) is rich. I've been through so much. And being 'rich' to me is more than just its literal meaning. You may be rich in your pocket, but empty at heart.

I wouldn't say that I always get what I wanted, because this would make it sounds too easy. Family, friends, as well as academic results - they only come to me through hard work. I may not fare well in these areas, I've been trying my best.

Communication seems to be my major issue when it comes to family and friends. Since young, I always feel that no one will care how I feel, no one understands what I want, or even if they do, they wouldn't be bothered. Even if I were to say something about how i feel, no one will listen. Afterall I did survive the years, until when I started to feel that this isn't gonna work because it seems like I'm losing all my friends. 

But after so many years it now seems tough to open yourself up to others because it has already been part of you. I've been trying hard to overcome this whole communication barrier by writing, by sms, or whatever method so long as it does not require me to 'face' the other party. Although it took me some time, I could now feel that things do improve. Hehe.. all I need is a little more courage to speak up. ;)

Hence afterall, Jesus loves me! I always know that. Things are taken away from me, so that I will work hard to achieve them. Things are returned back to me because Jesus knows that I've put in my effort. My life isn't smooth-sailing because Jesus wants me to learn - not to take things for granted. I am thankful for, and appreciate that :) for it makes me a better person.