Why?!

Well, VERY TIRED. didn't got enough sleep. And my jobscope requires a lot of physical efforts. The organisation is moving their office, and my job is to pack all their stuffs and logistics. it's a 2 level office, and I'm the only person doing the tough job. I hate it when instructions weren't clear, and i have to repack everything again and again. It makes the job sucks so much, and makes me feel so lethagic.

Actually my day wasn't that bad. Partly because I slept late last nite, and some other things that actually keep bothering me throughout. The blog posting which tony told me. I couldn't stop thinking. I'm sorry. But if I say it doesn't affect me at all, I'm lying. And I hate to lie.

Knowing that I'm having tuition with my cousins, I rushed home for 2 purposes; to shower, and to read the blog. I wasn't sure what I wanted to see, I wasn't sure how i was feeling at that point of time. I knew I couldn't hide. It was after reading then I realised, my purpose for reading was that, I wanted to know what the purpose the content. but after having read the 2 main posts, I still couldn't understand. All I know was, he knew that we would definitely read his blog (we are the audience).

I asked myself this question. Does it matter? Most probably not. I've made my choice, and I have no doubt about it.